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happy I'm in a state of forgetfulness or pleasure

TO                           4ORTY PUSHUPS A DAY
SCOTT:                     chips & salsa
Thank you                      tea- all-day
for leaving me                   I have a mental disease -of the anxiety disorder sort- post traumatic stress disorder
b/c every time
you walk out                      Children can even become that way in the wombs of their mothers. There are about        
that door                            30 different prescribed drugs you can take to treat it but no known cure
I get a little                         also it (the interned medicinenet or something) said it can come w/ BPD                bit stronger                          Borderline Personality Disorder or OCD

         Still nauseous
         Still seeing bad tired beyond all reason but trying to find/ feel the good

         take out the trash
         call your bio-father