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know I m back to zero.

My life isn't separated into annual years but these are years to me each: (--- = year )
MONTH AT Nana's (good)
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First Qtr of College (sucked)
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Winter Break from Hell
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College Jan -> June (Barely alive)
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Alaska (starting to Live)
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Soph Yr of College (Taking Baby Steps)
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SCOTT (My first Breath of Air, Touch of Realness, LIFE)
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THIS WEEK (Tues-Sat) IT HAS BEEN A YEAR (DEATH FIGHT, endless night, w/ no partying)
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------------------------K.C. Lyrics-------------------------------------------------------------------
Hear me, Hear me,
You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
There are those nights when
I sing myself to sleep
Im cryin out turn my world upsidedown funny
I need you to see I screaming for you to , please, Hear Me
I need someone to understand
No One to talk, to hold you [ Can you Hear Me?]

Is this a dream, if it
is please don't wake me from this
high, I'd become comfortably numb
(until you opened up my eyes
to what it's like when everything's right...)


I woke up today, woke up wide awake, in an empty bed staring at an empty room, I have