7.06.2011

Page Six

to find a humming birds nest                                                                Yacoub is
the one that I was named for                                                                like Zaphod
sprinkle some of my ashes there                                                         Beeblebrox &
When I die                                                                                         Jubal
surround me with birds
surround me with birds
the bringers of hope & song
the bringers of hope & song

below this is a picture of a woman/girl walking gently, arms out stretched, in the eye of a dust devil of birds flying in and around her

   Suicide, death, hospitals don't
scare me
  What scares me most- and what I have learned to deal with are the nightmares, the beings from other dimensions and the depth of my own pain- I have only experienced tow depths greater [pause] the depth of my insatiable-quasi(?) longing for scott (an abyss - where the end is not in sight, but is assumed it has one) & the Eternal Love of God- the He that Sits next to me on the Church 

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