Dream 1:
I'm taking the BART into (dream)land when I notice a homeless man jump roping and recognize him from another dream I've had out of the corner of my eye. I approach him and say "Hey you were in my other dream with the elephants in the wedding!" He says, "They weren't in a wedding, they just looked like they were"
Analyzation: false matrimony- for all appearances it looked like a very legit wedding but the hearts were no where in it. the faces of bride and groom were bland and vacant, the only real marriage on that day was the one between sand, water and sky and the joy of the children and mother and sister as they played among the sand.
Dream 2:
skinny boy in bright green shirt giving me attention, if I'm already falling in love with him, why not fall all the way?
Analyzation: i am the boy in the green shirt giving me attention, i am her heart. i am skinny because her heart hasn't fed itself in a long time. my hair is spiky because i need defenses against her rebuke, if she shuts me down one more time....
Dream 3:
house at a round table dinner, like on senior prom night, there are signs posted up along the walls saying "Sarah fall in love with Aboash, he has a super huge crush on you - 20 :18 " Then a kinda self righteous boy comes up and says to me " hey my friend has a huge crush on you but don't get with him cause he's a jerk, stay away from him, he's a jerk but anyways he told me to give you his phone number, it's the date 888 1111" i ask my friends "is it august?" "no it's November" "so the number is fake" i don't call him, the fact that he crushes on me doesn't change anything. Plus his friend was a jerk trying to make fun of me. It's too bad because I think Aboash is a really nice, but shy person.
Analyzation: I am the numbers 8 and 1, infinity and unity, materialization and new universe,manifestation and new beginnings, added they are 9 the calling card for my High Self/ Christos consciousness. added all together they are 1. i am the round table i hold all the problems, worries and insecurities of everyone inside myself and although it is balanced like fine china dishes i am able to keep them all unbroken, but just barely. I am the kinda self righteous boy, though i am a jerk, i am calling out "Love me! Sarah! Love me!"
Omygosh, although I was a jerk all I want is to feel loved. So I chose the path where satisfaction, which outside of family was all I knew of love, was ever present and always desired. I am the phone number scrawled on a piece of paper 888 1111, completion completion completion, new, begin, in unity, unity.
I am seeing the numbers 1 and 8 everywhere.
Dream 4:
(this one was already resolved once I woke up)
I woke up briefly from this dream thinking I have to get them to calm down and meditate!
Crystal is SCREAMING and BAWLING and listening to music really loud so we don't hear her. But we do. She feels abandoned and lonely and she just can't take the pain of loneliness. It is wrenching heavy Sobs from her chest and violent movements from her fingers. She is crying because Jocelyn, Rubi and I are going home for a night and leaving her with Lisa at school, she wants to come to.
Analyzation: I tuned into Crystal's feelings at the moment about her ex. Also it was my fear she would feel unloved if Jocelyn, Rubi and I did this.
I woke up feeling like Harry Potter. Which means it 's raining, warm inside and somewhere there's gonna be hot chocolate brewing soon. It also smells like slightly new books, specifically the Harry Potter type, warm dust, and Cold rain air after it rains.
So I made myself mush and hot chocolate for breakfast, und, later today we're going to see HP ch. 7 pt 1
