his face is plastered over my vision am im turning into edward cullen?
so edward went to denali to try and escape bella but her face remained plastered on his vision he "could not see the stars" could not admire
their beauty
because of the face which stared questioningly back at him.
i have two desires currently
1) sing
2) kiss him.
3) and yet it's like he doesn't even know me--doesn't even know im there.
i thought ... i assumed he liked me for a day, which turned into two days......but he's leaving.. he'll be gone or so i heard at breakfast today, for how long i don't know. but . i . don't want him. to leave. without at least you know, looking at me. god, his presence turns my heart and my breath. it quickens it leaps. !!!!!!
and furthermore i read some poetry this morning which described my predicament in love perfectly.
how many more days or weeks must i go until someone falls in love with me.. or is forward about their feelings... or at least asks me mine....
really, im not an idiot.. i just can't speak when im around you. XD **************
god im so happy! i want to share this with someone... anyone... .lots of people .. make the world a happier place.. kinder....can you speak words to me?
"it's never felt like this before
one , two ,three
don't count the hours till he comes to me
almost so closely, maybe i shouldn't let
maybe to stop this but
my ego it craves
attention and love
my place knows that even if he doesn't love me back it would only help
wait, love? no no no no no , not love, not yet.. you cann't call it that yet...can you?
it's been , two weeks. almost.
and what you feel towards him is only immagined anyway, not here or there, anyway.
not love. certainly joy, certainly happiness and kindness, and adrenaline.
so one might call it love...
but
what does it look like from the outside.......hope?
ah, again like Edward......Xl
one, two ,three,
come to me, come to me, come to me...it echoed.
i've been seeking, i've been thinkin about you girl you know i just ain't listenin'..but everytime we hold on so tight and we wake up in the morning and everything feels so right.
so let me down and see me there
i like you boy you know i care (right?)
so why can't you see
you belong with me.
