the truth is -i am crying over scott breaking his promise to me that he wouldn't kiss her again since they broke up, and the breaking of the illusion that he was my prince. i think now instead of him as my prince, im finding that psychology within myself, the duality god/goddess of the universe within me, and i think that is what i felt when i saw him as my prince, i wasn''t seeing him, but a reflection of the completedness within me, i just labeled it him
but it is so joy to know i don't need him, i think right now best friends are the best things in the world, and i'll never let another person compromise my love for myself
thank you
